I've not continue my life as a staff nurse. Still stuck as an unemployed nurse. Harhar. CGH nit available.. KTPH next.. Ouh myyyyy.. And for the record. Happy birthday momma.

Probably raya this yr is VERY different. First day till now.. I dont even feel the heat of it. But one thing I'm proud of this yr is that I get to meet my friends and go out with them. Went out with my sec sch mates and also poly.. Yeah, I went raya outing with my poly mates just now. Really awesome! Miss them so much.. But we only covered 3 houses!! Good enough actually. Haha.

Life been pretty straight for me. No more steep hills for me to climb.. Alhamdulillah..

Till here.. Loves!

Prcp ended, ramadhan ended.. Now is the first week of raya and I alrdy lost the mood.. What to do, nothing to celebrate. No one to celebrate with also..

And I find youngsters nowadays so rude, it's no harm shaking hands (salam) with a young adult like me. So what, I don't give you green packets, you don't wanna Salam me la? Where's the basic manners?? Tnk Salam aku tkpe, bapak aku yg bukan muhrim kau, kau nak Salam. Tk masok akal.. Probably dad saw the angst in me alrdy that he actually say, "aku kau tkya salam". Yes, it's not wrong if you Salam an elderly cause of respect but HELLO!! This shows that kids nowadays, basic religious knowledge = zero!! I'm not saying all, but most!

Okay da, aku da malas nak bual. Tido bagus! Bye!

I've got another 3weeks more till prcp ends!! I cant wait! But at the same time. I cant wait to start work. I wanna go for a holiday too before i start working. There many things la. But for now.. This has been in my mind.. I've got everything planned, well atleast abitt..

 It has been lingering on my mind. What if i wont survive another day here. What if one day i meet with an accident and therefore my dreams are all crushed? Why am i thinking this way? Eversince that day.. Accidents seems to be frequent.. Just ystd, dad told me about the crane and bus incident. It scares the shit out of me that someone died because of that. I kept thinking, hiw will the family accept his death? What happen to his loved ones? Sigh.

If one day that happens to me, how will my family accept my death? Will my friends know of my death? Will all my love ones be able to know? 

Because of this, let me take this opportunity to ask for forgiveness.. To all my friends.. Do forgive me for the bad things i did. Whether intentional or not. For that friend that i love, but refuse to be a woman.. I hope one day you will regret with what you did to us and what you did to yourself. I hope you will punish yourself before God punish you. 

For the rest who have been supporting me and has always been there for me. Thank you so much for being a great friend. You know who you are. I love you guys!! 

My family is the best.. We go through everything together.. And i cant ask for more.. The best ppl in my life, they are. 

To my cinta.. Thank you for your support, and never ending encouragements. I love you even how much we like to call each other names and laugh with the stupidity we both said.. 

Till here.. Its tiring to blog with this itouch, tak bedek.. Batt running low also. Nyehaha. Thank you ppl! May you guys live in peace.. 

Okay, so my last post was like A MONTH AGO! Yeah, no one reads my blog anyway.. Probably those close to me and those who wanna check me out. I'm sure you guys always check! Anywayyyy, Life is like a roller coaster. I'm beginning to ask if Nursing is what i really wanna do. Yes, great future, but the responsibility.. Shyiat.

Okay people, i'm dying at home.. I got nothing to do.. Well, i got one unpaid job.. That is to heat up the engine of the car every morning just so that my car will still be nice and perfect even without using it. UH HUH. & I was telling myself that i'm gonna use the car, but i've got no where to go. like, WTH? hahaha. Maybe i shld drive to Woodlands tmr. eh? haha. RA will love that man.

I haven't start revising for my PRCP, i don't even know what to revise, please! help?? Anw, I'm missing my cousins. I wanna go out and spend moneyyyy!! But i got no money, very contradicting eh? haha. Diam uh Basirah.. That's all folks.. Take care..

Love,
T.W.

i've pretty much ended my geron posting. and i will be going to ward 18 for my prcp. wish me luck please.. and, life has been great.. well, atleast 3/4 of it is great. heh! thanks pals!!

and to my lady, a week more to go, you can do it!! don't be sad about grad.. you'll have your own! ((: love you always..