nurbasirah

Work..

2010-10-12T14:24:00.001+08:00

I've not continue my life as a staff nurse. Still stuck as an unemployed nurse. Harhar. CGH nit available.. KTPH next.. Ouh myyyyy.. And for the record. Happy birthday momma.

Raya

2010-10-01T01:17:00.001+08:00

Probably raya this yr is VERY different. First day till now.. I dont even feel the heat of it. But one thing I'm proud of this yr is that I get to meet my friends and go out with them. Went out with my sec sch mates and also poly.. Yeah, I went raya outing with my poly mates just now. Really awesome! Miss them so much.. But we only covered 3 houses!! Good enough actually. Haha.

Life been pretty straight for me. No more steep hills for me to climb.. Alhamdulillah..

Till here.. Loves!

So what now?

2010-09-16T22:50:00.001+08:00

Prcp ended, ramadhan ended.. Now is the first week of raya and I alrdy lost the mood.. What to do, nothing to celebrate. No one to celebrate with also..

And I find youngsters nowadays so rude, it's no harm shaking hands (salam) with a young adult like me. So what, I don't give you green packets, you don't wanna Salam me la? Where's the basic manners?? Tnk Salam aku tkpe, bapak aku yg bukan muhrim kau, kau nak Salam. Tk masok akal.. Probably dad saw the angst in me alrdy that he actually say, "aku kau tkya salam". Yes, it's not wrong if you Salam an elderly cause of respect but HELLO!! This shows that kids nowadays, basic religious knowledge = zero!! I'm not saying all, but most!

Okay da, aku da malas nak bual. Tido bagus! Bye!

2010-07-19T22:32:00.001+08:00

I've got another 3weeks more till prcp ends!! I cant wait! But at the same time. I cant wait to start work. I wanna go for a holiday too before i start working. There many things la. But for now.. This has been in my mind.. I've got everything planned, well atleast abitt..

It has been lingering on my mind. What if i wont survive another day here. What if one day i meet with an accident and therefore my dreams are all crushed? Why am i thinking this way? Eversince that day.. Accidents seems to be frequent.. Just ystd, dad told me about the crane and bus incident. It scares the shit out of me that someone died because of that. I kept thinking, hiw will the family accept his death? What happen to his loved ones? Sigh.

If one day that happens to me, how will my family accept my death? Will my friends know of my death? Will all my love ones be able to know?

Because of this, let me take this opportunity to ask for forgiveness.. To all my friends.. Do forgive me for the bad things i did. Whether intentional or not. For that friend that i love, but refuse to be a woman.. I hope one day you will regret with what you did to us and what you did to yourself. I hope you will punish yourself before God punish you.

For the rest who have been supporting me and has always been there for me. Thank you so much for being a great friend. You know who you are. I love you guys!!

My family is the best.. We go through everything together.. And i cant ask for more.. The best ppl in my life, they are.

To my cinta.. Thank you for your support, and never ending encouragements. I love you even how much we like to call each other names and laugh with the stupidity we both said..

Till here.. Its tiring to blog with this itouch, tak bedek.. Batt running low also. Nyehaha. Thank you ppl! May you guys live in peace..

Ouh, hi..

2010-06-18T10:14:00.002+08:00

Okay, so my last post was like A MONTH AGO! Yeah, no one reads my blog anyway.. Probably those close to me and those who wanna check me out. I'm sure you guys always check! Anywayyyy, Life is like a roller coaster. I'm beginning to ask if Nursing is what i really wanna do. Yes, great future, but the responsibility.. Shyiat.

Taking 5 cases and to be doing junior at the same time is kinda crazy. Being in a student uniform makes you juggle both roles. I'm beginning to see who are the staffs that will help me in things, and those who dont. some might appear so nice to you, but the way they teach really sucks and that you might just breakdown anytime. Some would do things for you, like calling the Drs and those other external ppl. That's also torture, cause you wont learn. I'm all confused.

I want them to be next to me with whatever i do esp when calling these external ppl. i might just say the wrong thing.. sigh.. and the pressure to get an A from this ward is making me crazy. Yes, they expect us to get A. This ward im attached to is considered an easy ward. Everyday i go to work asking myself, so what am i going to do today to achieve that A? It's really scary.. sighhhh..

and yes, today is a sad day, that's why i'm blogging.. Cinta is away to Desaru the whole day today. Yes, from 7am just now till probably midnight. I don't know.. And when he gets back, i'm already sleeping for the big day tmr, my cousin is getting engaged!

and you know what, that's all folks.. and one thing that still haven't rest.. is my lesbian bestfriend (or at least used to be), who is still in a lesbian relationship.

-NYP PRCP Nur Basirah.

(signature here)

That's my report for today..

Hi

2010-05-11T13:24:00.003+08:00

Okay people, i'm dying at home.. I got nothing to do.. Well, i got one unpaid job.. That is to heat up the engine of the car every morning just so that my car will still be nice and perfect even without using it. UH HUH. & I was telling myself that i'm gonna use the car, but i've got no where to go. like, WTH? hahaha. Maybe i shld drive to Woodlands tmr. eh? haha. RA will love that man.

I haven't start revising for my PRCP, i don't even know what to revise, please! help?? Anw, I'm missing my cousins. I wanna go out and spend moneyyyy!! But i got no money, very contradicting eh? haha. Diam uh Basirah.. That's all folks.. Take care..

Love,
T.W.

REHAB?

2010-05-09T14:46:00.000+08:00

i've pretty much ended my geron posting. and i will be going to ward 18 for my prcp. wish me luck please.. and, life has been great.. well, atleast 3/4 of it is great. heh! thanks pals!!

and to my lady, a week more to go, you can do it!! don't be sad about grad.. you'll have your own! ((: love you always..

HOHOHO!

2010-04-27T09:43:00.002+08:00

okay.. updates!!!

it's the THIRD week at ward. Case study submitted. ouh ouh, did i mention that i PASSED MY SOCIO!! Alhamdulillah! hehehee. very happy okayy. anw, this week i'll be working with syg for the same shift from mon to fri. awesome ehh! =D and sorry i dont update my blog too much. but feel free to read my twitter updates eh! heh.

Derrr!

2010-04-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

Kay ciko. Pakcik, and all the pakcik! This boy, ugly rempit. Bad bad rempit. I don't want banana fruit two times!

Hahaha. Okayy, I just had a good laugh with my family. All of us watched Adnan Sempit.. that will be my forth time watching. Anw, today.. Pak Busu decided to leave us.. The news didn't shock me but I was happy.. Atleast he don't need to suffer anymore. Looks like momma got another adopted child. HAHA!! Kay whatever loser...

Nights all, am on my bed alrdyy..

Sociologeeee

2010-03-31T14:01:00.002+08:00

So tmr is my socio paper, yeah.. Suppppp.. I've never really know what socio is all abt. Well, yeah. The study of ppl and society. But, I really nvr undrstood the theories and how it's being applied.. It's okay.. Just gotta study and memorize I guess..

Okay bye ppl.. Wish me the best luck.. Thanks..

HELP

2010-03-24T19:21:00.003+08:00

I'm currently at Cinta's place. He is out for soccer. I am as weak as a.. fill in the blanks. Anyway, have you ever had a friend who is almost like your sister? But it takes one fine day to crush everything down? And that you can't even face her to even talk to her, or even texting.. If you do.. do tell me how you gain the trust and confidence back again to talk or text this person.. I need help..

owl city again..

2010-03-06T00:10:00.002+08:00

okay, i think owl city is just awesome.
the fact that i can never really memorise the lyrics, cause it's more to a story than a song.. a story that has melodies.
and.. owl city is so eco-friendly. haha, don't you think so??

i just gotta listen to him everyday! hehh..
anwwww, today is already friday, like WOW!! ED is over dude! i'm so gonna miss the ppl there.. they're nice people! just gotta understand that everything there is in emergency. if get scolding or shouted, accept and let go. no need to keep. cause soon after, when you get the hand of it, you'll understand why.

okay im meeting RA tmr. heh.. i dont know if i can make if for the ngongs movie outing. but i think no. gotta pass this one. hopefully the next outing i can make it..

love,
T.W.

A&E

2010-03-04T11:00:00.002+08:00

3 days at ED already. i feel great there. but... i'm quite scared to participate. like, i'm afraid if i do anything wrong. i mean, everything is in rush and emergency. but, i've yet to see and RTA.. seen collapse case already. i wish to stay longer at ED. ): but i'm afraid. hahaha. stupid siak. nvmmm! OT next week. hopefully i'll enjoy there. but fat hope, the Drs there are terrible. gah! atleast thats what i heard. haha.

okay off to prepare for work. goodbye nice people!

it's you, girl..

2010-02-25T23:52:00.002+08:00

cause this is like you. we're already infront.
but you're still there. still holding on to the past.
get a life. move on. and stop being soo denial about yourself.
thank you.

tomorrow is the last day of paper. and my friends officially ended their PRCP already. we're all gonna meet tmr at school. i'm happy! i wanna meet all of them and hug them tight! and salute them, cause they're all Registered Nurses now!! wheee!!!

love,
T. Watson.

peter faster.

2010-02-24T23:45:00.005+08:00

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HAHAA! okay, if you click the link or copy paste it to your browser, you can see a pic.. well, WE (with his idea and inspiration that came while he was shitting) tried to make one a cheap yet creative version.. BUT..... IT DIDN'T WORK. so i was telling him if this thing really work or is there even such a thing.. so this is an evidence from him. hahahaha. and the last sentence wasn't necessary.. he's soooooo random, action faster cause he know that i laugh even before i entered "hahahahahhaha"

OWL CITYY

2010-02-22T13:35:00.001+08:00

i'm supposed to be studying like, RIGHT NOW! but... Owl City caught me up with their songs. how like that?!?!

haha. alright, after this okayy? =D

UPDATES!!!

2010-02-20T12:25:00.002+08:00

okay one paper down. you know, there's so many things that i wanna blog actually. but i just forget when i see this 'New Post' page.

irritating much huh?
anyway, i've changed my mobile number. yeah yeah! from SingTel to StarHub. i never liked StarHub. but for the record, i'm the only one in the house with StarHub line. besides the fact that Daddy's company phone is StarHub la.

ouh ouh, my days have been preeeeeety alright.
no no, not yesterday.
yesterday was hell. cause my head give me headache. like my ICP is so tense like that. haha.
but i love yesterday's company at MTT, and also the time at Om Fred's place. i loike!

the other time i went out with my twinnie sister, Maliaargghh. a couple of time actually. we enjoy the time together. basically lepak and get away from world. haha. so fun, right?!

i'm missing alot of people! ngongs, wbbg, my tons. who else more? ALOT LAAAAAA.

ouh, Cinta has been a nice company for everything. heh. but i love him! but i love bambam and the three amigos also! =DDD
did i told you guys that bambam baby gave me alot of scratch marks. and dad thought i didnt wear baju at his house. =_='''''' hahaha. so funnehh.

anw, im gonna meet cinta today, for the third time this week. (my time management now better!!! i like!!) not sure whats the plan for us today. but it's okay. we'll go with the flow. haha. and today is.. PUBLIC TRANSPORT day! awesome much.. not. hahaha.

love,
T. Watson.

spread the love.

2010-02-10T00:53:00.002+08:00

this post goes out to JAMILAH BTE BUANG.
CONGRATULATIONS ON PASSING YOUR TP WITH A SINGLE DIGIT! *proud of you much!!*

and and, also to SAYANG..
for the short yet totally nice meet up on Monday. =D
not forgetting, congratulations on the success of making Doris let you go for clinical! (((:

love you two much!

let's go race.

2010-02-06T00:16:00.002+08:00

i feel like driving a minimum of at least 120km/h on a straight road with no traffic lights and treat it like a drag race. i'm sure that will cool me down.

2010-02-05T00:37:00.002+08:00

not that i do not know it's coming.. but i do.. i can't control it, but i'm trying my best. the simplest thing you can do is to just give some attention. just abit more.

ready?

2010-02-03T15:01:00.002+08:00

i'm supposed to be STUDYING or atleast REVISING, but my mind is drifting.. i'm suddenly thinking, am i really gonna be a nurse after i graduate? i mean, my postings are out, i'm gonna do my final internship like really soon. and that means i'm 3/4 away from working. yes, i'm happy about that.. cause all these while, want i want in life is to stand on my own, have my own income, repay whatever my parents have given me. Esp school fees and driving license.

i wanna start saving for marriage. Cinta is already 24 now. i've always told myself that when my boyfriend is already 25, i don't wanna wait longer, i wanna start building a family. but i don't know if it's gonna happen. not that we're not ready... we are pretty much ready, but financial wise, we've got a long way. but dad told me this, if you wanna get married only until when you are financially stable, then you're gonna wait a long time for that. dad also said that, once you got a job, then you are pretty much stable. as long as you know you're gonna work there for long. so now i'm thinking, when am i gonna start all these saving and train to be a wife? sheesshh.. sungguh memeningkan.

i shall not continue about this, i'm gonna do my Management Essay and FYP Report (if i know how to)..

Love,
T. Watson

FYP

2010-02-03T09:22:00.002+08:00

ATLAST, FYP is OVER. i am soooo happy.. despite the misunderstandings and all, we actually pulled it through the presentation. feedback was great, minus point here and there, but not too much. i'm expecting a B ATLEAST
Dear Lecturer, please give US that B. but an A would be way way way better! (((:

this is the booklet we did.

Yours truly, while presenting.

NJ with the prettty!

my RBFFs.. Shirley and NJ.

i made this 3 ladies happy by printing them a pic. heh.

ouh, i'm skipping morning lecture (look at the time now). i feel like going back to sleep and just skip the whole day of school today. should i? we'll see how later. hmmm..

love,
T. Watson.

eff why pee

2010-01-28T23:24:00.003+08:00

i wonder why when we really wanna make things work, we end up being selfish, we end up being dominant. most of all, we start pointing fingers, not knowing 3 fingers are pointing back at you. where's the love? no, where's the fairness?

HAPPY 9TH MONTHSARY RAZIF ARIFF. (((: <33

love,
T. Watson.

4pm dudeee.

2010-01-25T12:46:00.001+08:00

this is really awesome. i've changed my skin! YAHOOOOO! hahahaha. i think i'm satisfied. (:
ouh, today class starts only at 4pm. so yeah.. i'm thinking if i wanna go or not. hmmmm.
Cinta, what say youuu??

love,
T.Watson

new skin anyone?

2010-01-17T16:37:00.003+08:00

i want a plain skin. like those that i once did.. omg, where did all my skills go? from picture editing to blogskin. omg. this is killing me. i need all these skills! well yeah, instead of the Nursing Skills i HAVE to master by the end of this year. okay.. i think i'm gonna try do that plain skin i wanna have. well, after my projects are done that is.

Friday was a rush, i got news from Cinta that Gdma passed away.. it was saddening. i text him earlier that day, asking when is he gonna visit Gdma again, cause i wanna come and see her.. and the next thing i knew, he said Gdma is gone. I did what i had to do. yesterday was all for them, ouh.. Mum and dad went over to pay respect. they both met Ayah already.. but not Mama, she was abit nowhere near me that time. heh..

ouh ouh, i'm gonna watch Santau tmr! yeah! with Cinta!! he got FREE tix! and Dad is excited abt it! haha. and he asked, "how much to watch at cinema?" i think he wanna go get some tix, but Mum doesnt want. haha.

okay i'm off to do my project. gahhhhhhh!! for the record, management sucks kay? kay bye.

love,
T.Watson.

feraidey

2010-01-08T14:01:00.000+08:00

yeee-ahhh! today is Friday.. and i've got no school. E-LEARNING BABY.. open house dey! i was involved with open house last year.. and thankfully this year, we were in charge for our school only. not the whole campus. i remembered the time last year, the sec school kids were asking me where's the toilet and lifts at Life Sciences block, and i just said "i have no idea".. then they replied, "your school also you don't know uhhh?" and i replied to them back, "this is not my school. it's just part of my campus" and they give me a blurrrrrrrr face. HAHA.

anyhooo... we tried so hard to get a goodie bag. but too bad uh.. goodie bag distribution were all done my nursing students. not forgetting lecturers were there too. fat hope gitu loohh to get the goodie bag.

i spent my time with Cinta yesterday. it's really very hard to meet him nowadays ey. thanks to his.. i shall not mention.. anywayyyyyy.. i had fun yesterday. i do not know why.. i'm still in the holiday mood btw. projects are like, mountain.. and what we're doing? SLACK! confirm die i tell you.

ouh, i'm supposed to go Seoul Garden with Shirley and the rest, to celebrate her birthday some how. but i can't go.. no more cash. no joke. heart pain sia no cash.. gahhhh!! sorry Shirley..

pee am ass

2010-01-05T23:17:00.003+08:00

i think my PMS is here. my emotional breakdown is too great.. i hope my menses would come soon, so i can just make this phase go faster.. (or maybe this is an excuse to deny all these emotional pitfalls.)

sometimes, i wish someone would hug me from the back and whisper to me that i exist in their lives and that i'm being loved.

tumble!

2010-01-04T21:41:00.002+08:00

now i'm thinking, should i make my tumblog official? hmm.. yeah, been having that acc since god knows when.. you thinkk???

and my handsome boy just called, said he just finish work.. late? nah, average i guess. 12am is what i call late. (yeah, there are days that he finish work at 12am, pity me? try being in my place! haha! but i pity him more.)

ouh, today was such good luck.. my grp members came VERY EARLY to meet for project.. we agreed to meet at 0800hrs, when class starts at 1000hrs. yeah, we COMPLETED our barely 1/2 done project.. and presentation was at 1200hrs. AWESOME? not just that, we got B+ for it! Mind you, it's Sociology baby.. not my forte. infact, non of ur were interested! but it's really awesome. it made my day.. i was very nervous to present, can't deny i keep repeating my point (just to cover 20mins and not less for the whole presentation). but hey, we actually did good! i don't know, i just feel so relieved. i really suck at socio, i CRIED last night. cause i was really afraid we couldn't make it. i'm such a gembeng when it comes to school. HAHA. and i think Cinta would say, "you're gembeng for everything" hahaha!

ouh ouh! NYP Open House is this coming 7, 8 and 9th Jan! and i'm duty for 7th! morning shift baby... that will be from 1000-1300 hrs i guess. i wonder what im supposed to do. last yr i had to bring those sec school kids who came with school to go tour NYP (to those schools that i barely know where the lifts were!) hope it'll be fun this year with these new bunch of people in my class!

till here people! i'm really tired. i need to go to bed once Love reach home. ((:
i ust have to say this again.. TODAY IS AWESOME!
ouh, i talked alot to my RBFF Shirley (really miss that girl for 2 weeks)
and.. i went shopping with Syg!!!!!! (countless days of misses!)
and and, free ride home by Cik Haizan! thank youuuu Syiaa! heehh!

love,
T. Watson

pictures

2009-12-31T11:55:00.007+08:00

i feel like blogging pictures! so here's to you! and they are all not in order. wheeee!!!!! i'm feeling happy! (not actually, cinta is not up, so i'm just bored!) haha. and i'm gonna go TM again with little brothers and mummy!

goodbye 2009

2009-12-31T10:51:00.005+08:00

so today is the last day of 2009. i'm not feelings the vibes. i do not know why. but it's okay.. i had fun with Cinta yesterday! you know we rarely go out cause we don't wanna spend money.. HAHA. so yeah.. yesterday was abit of.. "waste money" day. we had lunch at Pizza Hut Tampines Mall. then we went over to Changi Prison to recce his shooting place for next month. then we went back to Tampines Mall for Avatar 3D! wah. really awesome. it's abit stupid, Cinta and i was happy when the human beings lost. but then, i think again, we are human beings. haha. but the story like was really good. i feel like watching it in 2D. hmmm. DVD, one time!!

his "GF! we didn't order garlic bread!" look. haha.

awesome stuffs baby!

just had to take with those big specs! haha.

home sweet home!

i shall thank katie for being such a nice girl all these while.
Daddy will make you better looking pretty soon, wait for his income okay? =D

ouh, Cinta bought the whole season 1 of The Mentalist. so we watched it like for 2 days straight. (with sleep of course) haha. freking awesome! and now he thinks he's one mentalist person. he keep predicting things. haha kinda irritates me, but daym.. he's cute! no Cinta, not you.. SIMON BAKER! hahaha. gotcha! shut up uh, Cin!

okay bye lovely people! have fun counting-down tonight! i wont be having any though. ): most probably at Cinta's place? watch fireworks from JB? haha! okay da..

love,
Trish Watson

holiday??

2009-12-22T21:48:00.002+08:00

okay school is out of the mind now.. HOLIDAYS are here!! (but i can't stop myself from doing projects cause i'll be dead when school reopen) Cinta and myself when over to JB house for the weekend. i had fun! thanks Cinta. wish we were there longer. 1 night was too fast. haha.

i'm not gonna the spend this coming weekends with Cinta due to.. i shall not mention here.. it makes my heart stop beating sometimes. HURHUR.

ouh ouh.. i got school tmr!! project meeting dude! like so excited gitu. WTH. haha! kay da bye!

selfdeclare!

2009-12-02T10:04:00.002+08:00

okay so, today is a break from school. YAHOO! like atlast! haha. and and and, i'm going to Dining In like, SOON! ouh! the dress. i just love it kay. but it's really irritating, instead of having it at SAFTI MI, we're gonna have it at SISPEC, Leaders Hall. which means.. NO CAMERA. bodoh, or bodoh? tell me. urgh! nvm.. hopefully some high ranking bring their camera. atleast can pollute their cams. haha. =D

kay i wanna start packing. might be staying in too. wheee! bye lovely people... and Cinta, i miss you.

love,
T, Watson.

swimming

2009-11-22T08:43:00.003+08:00

Selamat pagi Singapura. Di saat ini, aku sedang menunggu berita dari Cinta untuk pergi ke bola. Aku sudah bangun, tetapi aku sungguh pasti dia belum bangun lagi. mampoz, melayu aku sungguh lah karat mcm besi basikal aku. kay. STOP!

at this very moment, i'm waiting for a message from Cinta, he's not up yet. and i, can't bloody wait for soccer. HAHA. one thing to note for today, PLEASE BRING JACKET! every week i get drenched. sedih nyah!

tomorrow is Monday already, that's SICK! urgh! nvm.. it's week 6 already.. FRIDAY HOLIDAY! woohoo! Hari Raya Haji! yesssss! but, i'll be celebrating at Singapore. sad. huhu.. wonder is my cousins will be at Sg or Jb. hmmm.

ouh, here are some pics of us in the pool!

before going in the pool

Basirah handsome!

Syirah kene tolak. HAHA! tkmo marah eh kams!

liana.

US!!!

enough said, aku nak mandi. (yes, aku belom mandi) HAHA!

love,
T. Watson

sat-er-dey

2009-11-14T20:10:00.003+08:00

the weekend is here, like wow! stay longer please. i'm getting sick.. like really sick.. symptoms of flu and cough and not forgetting sore throat. urgh, this is bad.

A day at Serangoon was pretty much tiring. my first time eat masala thosai at tekka. (shut up! i usually eat plain thosai okay!) and i was super hungry actually.. i didn't even finish it up. ironic. haha! bodoh sia. i hope i wont get hungry tonight. like now i mean. hahaha.

i somewhat can't wait for tmr. i'm gonna go jogging with Cinta at Changi Beach tmr morning.. SELEPAS SUBUH! amek kau. hahaha. sumpah excited siols. hahaha.

i gotta sleep early tonight. long day tmr! whee!

last but not least..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR HIDAYAH BTE SAMMON!

much love,
T. Watson.

ouh wells.

2009-11-11T20:20:00.001+08:00

It's very DEPRESSING.

but i'm happy i get to meet Sayang today. (:

fee-you-cher

2009-11-08T12:08:00.003+08:00

i am b-o-r-e-d..
and since Cinta is telling me this.. "2009 is gonna end.. what's your 2010 resolutions?"
so... here goes.. i hope Cinta will be happy that im doing this. haha.

my achievements of 2009

~~Get a partner~~ =DDDD
~~Get a car license~~ Alhamdulillah!
~~Pass all modules~~ ALHAMDULILLAH!!!!!!
Get a DSLR
Get own car
Be healthy woman (halfway)
Be a good daughter (still learning)

alot of life achievements. i believe i can do it..

here comes..

Current till April
Completion of THEORY, Diploma in Nursing.
Save up as much for future use.

June - Oct
1st Anni. (:
Recap for PRCP.
Do well in PRCP.
Completion of DIPLOMA IN NURSING.

Oct - 2011
Work in CGH/SGH OR!!! later future.. KTPH. (go figure)
Own a DSLR by then..
and hopefully.. a car!!! that i shall discuss with Cinta. heeee.

then it'll continue the years to come..
abit ambitious. but hey.. no harm putting some goals right..
like for once.. i got a goal.. thank you Cinta. (:

love,
T. Watson.

Merantau Warriors

2009-11-07T22:08:00.002+08:00

thank you Cinta for breaking the record for not watching movie together ever since Ramadhan started! hahaha.

Merantau Warriors was a pretty nice movie. and thank you again Cinta for accompanying me to buy nothing. haha. i wanted to go shopping, but came back empty handed. =.=

i feel like going for Cinta's morning soccer tmr. but it's really very early and it'd be nice if i reach wlds at 8am. like, hello.. Sunday morning. haha! i guess i'll pass.. next week okay.. when it's nearer t0 the east! hopefully! haha. no weekly match tmr. sad.. another week to miss.

okay i'm off to bed. i really need to rest. my tummy is giving me those very irritating signals.

to Syg: i miss you.. and i miss Halal too. )):

love,
T. Watson

annoyed

2009-11-03T22:17:00.003+08:00

i'm very much irritated by the surrounding today. enough of the NOISE level they produce, they even got the guts to shh people when they're the bloody noisy ones. like, hello! look into the mirror.. you'll see the noisy one! i was controlling myself too much. i should have just left the place. urgh!

i guess PMS is striking too much. i need to calm myself down.. this is too much Basirah. control yourself.

for the things i've done.. i'm sorry.. it's time to go.. the new one will be perfect..

love,
Trish Watson

hero malaysia ku

2009-10-25T10:46:00.003+08:00

i guess Cinta probably won't make it for soccer today. that's sad. cause it's almost equal to not meeting him today. huuhuuuu! okay i'm over reacting. so exaggerating. hahaha.

i've yet to make his name card. i don't know how to make okay. i shall leave that to him. i can't be doing everything for you.. i don't get any credits.

i shall go do stupid (studying) things. i'm bored. come home please Cinta.

here's my HERO MALAYSIA.

love,
T.Watson

Bukan Cinta Biasa

2009-10-24T22:44:00.002+08:00

this song i put up is especially for Cinta. cause he said he'd memorize this song and sing it to me one day.. SO YOU BETTER, okay Cinta? hahaha. =D ouh yeah, he's currently at KL. i'm practically ignoring that fact. didn't text him, didn't call.. okay la i did, ABIT! just to tell him my whereabouts.. basically he doesn't text me freely either, he just update me his whereabouts, too. knowing him, he won't text me so much la okay. haha.

today i had to "bubble" dearest EKA and Aishah.. cause i wasn't feeling well in the morning. Can't get up for AAH (go figure). not that i purposely bubble them. i wasn't feeling well okay. i feel so bad, but i think it's best we postponed it to next week, cause i hoping alot more can come down and help.

okay, shift over. i'm off to bed!

Cinta's Portfolio - done!
Print for Cinta's pdf - Done!
Liverland player profile - Awaiting information!

love,
T. Watson.

p/s: i can't wait for soccer tmr. miss seeing him play soccer. heeeee.

SEKOOL.

2009-10-22T21:50:00.002+08:00

so it's the FORTH day since school started. going back to school is very the dot dot dot. fill in the blanks yourself. but seeing my friends make my life more colourful. heh.. i'm adapting to the new class. though my cliques are not those NEW people. same close friends. heeeee. i like. my timetable is quite reasonable. plus plus plus point for that. ouh, and some how or rather, we got our permanent classroom. awesome stuffs. haha!
i'm quite unwell due to the fact that im adapting to school.. i think so.. but my body has been really weak.. mostly my stomach. irritating kay? Cinta would agree. haha.
ouh, thanks Cinta for being such a great company after school. ((:

FB polite is on.. TEAM NYP, GO!!! you can do it!! that goes specially to my syg as well.

urgh, talking about stomach.. i'm having nausea now. SICK! very irritating!!

kay goodbye!

love,
T.Watson.

2009-10-18T10:55:00.002+08:00

alot of things have been running through my mind. i don't know how to handle them. it's small, but it's been dragging. i don't want this to continue.. it's mainly my problem, brought in to others. i'm sorry to those who got affected.. i want this to be over. i don't wanna hurt anyone anymore.
i gotta be strong.. yes it's hurtful, but i've got nothing to do.. ignorance is the best..

to syg, thanks for the comfort zone you gave.
to cinta, thanks for being there for me.

awaiting for the text..

love,
T. Watson

for cinta.

2009-10-11T11:36:00.000+08:00

THIS IS FOR YOU, CINTA. (:

all those people

2009-10-08T00:09:00.005+08:00

Dear Scandal,
Please take care from tomorrow onwards. cause you're gonna be a MAN! haha.
all the best okay. Tekong waiting for you!!!

love love,
Scandal.

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Dear Cinta,
i am missing you like babi.. it has been 9 days. please come home sooon!!!! though, it's stated that you'll be back by 12th Oct. huhu..

love love,
Cinta.

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Dear Buddy Shaf,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!! ((:
i shall see you soon and give you a nice birthday hug okay?? =D

love love,
KB Buddy

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last but not least..
Dear Syg,
please take care of yourself okay.
everytime attachment, i'm always afraid you'd overwork you body.
please promise to take care alright..
love you always.

love love,
Sayang.

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and Dear MakNeneks..
we shall meet tomorrow for raya outing. though it's so basi to go out raya now. haha!!

love love,
T. Watson

Postings

2009-09-27T22:55:00.002+08:00

okay, i'm done with IMH.. THANK YOU, Rahman family, for letting me stay for that 2 weeks for easy access to IMH. another week at CGH, and i'm done for this posting. funny that.. i've actually done this module posting, but now my module code is the same. daym. whatever, module codes really suck.

ouh, Cinta is going to KL like in less than 48 hours, for TWO WEEKS. i'm giving all my support, yet, i don't want him to leave. sucky isn't it? but on a lighter note, i'm gonna send him off, for the first time.. and i gotta rush to work soon after. haha.

okay good night people. i'm really very tired now.

Love,
Trish Watson.

Salam Aidilfitri

2009-09-19T22:32:00.003+08:00

Wishing all Muslims,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA..
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..

i'm gonna spend my time with maternals at JB tmr, and paternals at Bedok. hopefully, everyone will be very much OKAY, esp when Granny is no longer around. i'm actually pretty much.. clueless for what's gonna happen tomorrow. God, give me all the strength.. Amin..

love,
Trish Watson

freebird

2009-09-17T10:19:00.002+08:00

so i'm posted to IMH now. this week and the next. two weeks only. more than enough for me. haha. first thing first, yes it's a good experience to be posted there. different from a normal surgical or medical ward. uh huh, i've got nothing to do. i was thinking of showing them how to make ketupat, since raya is like.. a few days time.. but then again.. i, myself haven't really master making it. the outcome will either be the gemok (ketupat bawang eh?) or the flat one. really random you see. hahaha.

i've spotted a few patients that i can easily talk to. like one, who forever ask me to play games with her, and there was that one time, i told her to play by herself cause i wanna do something else.. then after that, she came up to me and said, "just now you escaped from me! you didnt play game with me! hahahaha! later you cannot escape okayy!!" haha. daym cute, i didn't escape the next time, but the cupboard with the games all inside was locked. so we didnt play anything. aww. sadded. maybe today i'll play game with her if there's time. my first afternoon shift for the week.

there's another one who, we just love talking to her, main reason, she gives funny2 answers that will keep us asking. awesome la! i'm looking forward to see how they are later tonight. and i think i'm almost one of them. seriously. i had some hallucinations last night. scary. hahaha. ouh, they expect us to be throwing a small farewell party by the end of next week. okay, they expect too much! cause, erm.. we don't know if we wanna have it. okay that's bad! no la! it's cause there's very little of ussss.

and i think, i may wanna work there, but i gotta be really strong. or maybe, not.. normal ward would be easier. haha.

nothing about work, i've been thinking, i wanna set you free. maybe i was controlling too much. i just didn't realize. i'm sorry for being too addicted. freebird, go ahead and fly.. (:

much love,
Trish Watson

always be my baby

2009-09-07T13:06:00.002+08:00

i've put up my all time fav song.. though it's so.. time lambat, i still love it. ouh, i'm off for spec cse 4 from tonight till friday..

much love!!!!!

get out of my way

2009-09-04T23:59:00.003+08:00

~~those episodes i hate.. those episodes you won't bother to take note of.~~

i'll be going to JB tomorrow, kinda the right time to get away with things. i'm excited to meet my cousins. i'm excited to meet the rest of the bigg bigg family.

today was nice, thanks.

love,
nurbasirah.

thank you

2009-09-02T22:54:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU TONS,
THANK YOU SAYANG,
THANK YOU CINTA.

=D really appreciate it!! love it so much!

love,
Trish Watson

Ordinary people.

2009-09-01T15:41:00.005+08:00

A song cinta asked me to listen.

Semua tahu kamu cantik
Semua tahu kau menarik
Kau bidadari terhebat
Membuat cintaku makin kuat

Kadangkala ku cemburu buta
Saat ramai mata terpesona
Terlebih saat ku mahu pergi
Di saat itu kau ada di sini

Please please please
Kamu jangan nakal
Ku pergi sebentar
Bukan untuk curang
Please please please
Kamu jangan nakal
Nanti aku datang
Bawa yang kau pesan

Diriku untukmu

Semua tahu kau milikku
Semua tahu ku cintamu
Ada pun yang memandangku
Betapa beruntungnya aku

Kadangkala ku cemburu buta
Saat ramai mata terpesona
Terlebih saat ku mahu pergi
Di saat itu kau ada di sini

Bukan aku terlalu
Mengawal sikapmu
Ku hanya terlalu
Terlalu sayangi kamu
Ampunkan aku terlebih-lebih
Jagakan kamu
Ku cintamu
Kau cintaku

Diriku untukmu
Diriku untukmu

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss and we make up on the way

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

okay so it's rare for me to be watching some malay drama.. but guess what i'm following right now? NURKASIH. yes people, nurkasih. hahahaha! i thought i'd never be watching that drama. but anyway, it's really nice. maybe the hero? funny how i'd always watch drama that fizz act. hahah. like the other time, Kekasihku Seru.

ouh, i'm gonna go break fast with my TONS later. really really excited for that. do not ask why. i miss the whole bunch of us 4. hahaha.

Cinta.. <3

love,
Trish Watson..

those nice nice nice days!

2009-08-29T06:01:00.003+08:00

my big day was quite pretty. thanks to love. and and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MALIA, and i.. and all those pretty people whose birthday falls in August!!

thank you for the birthday wishes!! appreciate it much, and, twin bf.. thank you for the little blink blink gift.. hee. muahhs!!

off to sleep!

love,
Trish Watson.

updates

2009-08-26T21:53:00.004+08:00

okay, im gonna blog proper today! haha.
first and foremost, SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA. ((:
so besides hitting the books, what i've done these few days?

i've painted my living room. and it took 2 days. super penat, okayyy. and that was the first 2 days of puasa. sungguh power for the start of ramadhan. not forgetting the killer paper i had on monday. which, i think.. SUPPPPPP. yeah.. but Cinta cheered me up by meeting me and we went to break fast together. =DDD and that night was awesome, he drove me home. haha. thank you very much cintaaaa. =D

i went to ICA building on tues. thanks to cinta again for accompanying me. =D appreciate it muchh!!

tomorrow is my big day, but i dont seem to be excited. haha. i'm just excited, to meet cinta. =DDD sorry ngongs, can't break fast with you guyss..

love,
Trish Watson.

Cinta

2009-08-26T01:06:00.001+08:00

A stranger you were once.
Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.
As our lives engaged,
you lit my life and I held both your hands.
Now that decades have passed,
ours souls have indeed become one.
How fortunate we are
that we have found the love so true
that everyone dreams about.

for Cinta.

sedia?

2009-08-21T11:00:00.003+08:00

the day is coming soon.. yes i'm happy.. yet again.. i'm asking myself time and again.. "anda da sedia ke?"

but hey, even if i'm not ready yet.. i know i will.. and i must. i'm not gonna waste the times spent just like that. i'm not gonna waste what we've gone through just like that. i have to be strong. especially when we're far apart..

love,
Girlfriend. (:

exams!

2009-08-21T08:38:00.002+08:00

so the stress period is here. but im not really making myself stress you see. cause TWO papers down, and i got another two.. but i went to lepak at MTT ystd! aku suke!!! =D thanks bbbyy!!

and i'm awake early in the morning cause i wanna submit camp FORGE report to hot hot heat. hahahahahhaa! and and, i'm praying to get a really goood goooood gooooood news from CINTA.

ouh ouh!!! tonight's the first TERAWIH! i just can't believe PUASA is just tomorrow. hahaha.. FUTURE is doing the F&N advert. awesome ehh! hahahaha! go figure who is future. but don't worry, he's nothing close to being a bf. cause CINTA still rawk BIG TIME!!! God, i'm just excited la kay?! i wanna hear good news from CINTA! please call me up soooon! hahahaha.

and i can't wait for the lepak sessions with bbbbyyyyy, cause she has officially moved to the block across the park! yes yes yes! we can all lepak sampai pagi and play with gemok(elly's cat)!!! and i believe i am just very very very hyperactive at this point of time.. and again.. CINTA, im still waiting for the goooooood news! WHEEEEE!

okay i really need to get out of here. hahaha. THANK YOU CADET OFFICERS OF CAMP FORGE! we made it happen! wheeeee!!!!! ((((:

P.S: i miss those nice people. those nice nice nice people like, sayang, ngongss, kak jam.. wbbg.. kinda sad to think that they're not gonna be in school anymore after the exams. while the NINENINE group will still be in school. huhuhhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh!

love,
Trish Watson

the wheel's mine. (:

2009-08-13T12:19:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah. yesterday morning went pretty much well, despite the fact i was VERY VERY NERVOUS. test route killed me. but lucky i didnt do much mistakes, and demerit points less than 20.. ah.. awesome.

i went to school happily, plus sleepy. haha. and thank you kai for teman-ing me to school. he was telling me that alot of those students think that we're a couple. i can't deny much cause whenever i'm not with syg or my clasmates, i'll be with him. haha. Cinta, you know i love you, kan? hehe.
thank you syg for spending 2 hours with me. hehe. i miss you!

i spent my evening with Cinta. thank you sngt! celebration la kononnye. hehe. thanks Cinta! (:
ouh, did i mention that my siblings got the same perfume as Cinta. it's quite irritating now. hurhurhur!

and i'm going out with my family this evening! PARTY! HAHA. mcm paham.

love,
Trish Watson.

nervousness

2009-08-11T22:29:00.002+08:00

i'm very much nervous. i hope tomorrow goes well. please..
i wish i could just hear Cinta's voice now.. but sadly he's busy with work. it's okay..

and meet up with the girls was awesome tadi. syg you all sngt. sorry i was just really tired today.
sayang and ngongs and my wbbg, not forgetting my 19 angels. hope to meet u guys tmr! miss you all so muchh!!

okay da. aku nak tdo. mentally prepare for tmr morning.

love,
Trish Watson

cerita ENAM tahun lalu.

2009-08-10T00:53:00.003+08:00

tk guna kalau ada pangkat DUA-PUPU, kalau mulut membinasakan nama keluarga sendiri. you told public the "bad" things about me, which i never did at all. infact, the things you said were the things you did towards me. i've closed that case SIX YEARS ago, yet now you open it up again. keep repeating the fake stories to people. look into the mirror, now.. that figure you see, is a fake. don't drop your family water face. your parents are atleast nice people. your siblings are not much different from you. and one thing for sure, AKU TAK PERNAH RAMPAS MATAER ORANG. siapa yang rampas dari siapa.

love,
Trish Watson

CENTRAL STEEL.

2009-08-07T09:55:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry for not turning up for ND parade at school today. big apologies to my cadets. i was really tired from Camp STEEL. i helped out for Central's Camp STEEL. i hope you guys understand yeah.

camp STEEL was awesome. first time working with other district. ironic that i said once not to work with other district. main reason why i never wanted to go for SSC or Camp Pinnacle. anyway, got to know some people in person and not by face only. Applause to Central to make the camp happen even with short of man power. there's alot to learn from this camp. i really gain quite alot. esp from 2LT Ferdaus. he made us see things in a different way.. there's alot that we, Cadet Officers and also 2LT Ferdaus need to learn about each other. and at the end of the camp, we set the boundaries and understood everything that was going on. YAY! ((:
special thanks to SYG, for accompanying me walk from school to Camp yesterday. (yeah, i had to book out for school for an hour) appreciate it. hee! and the stairs, awesome kan yang??? hahaha! SUPERMAN!

and with that one hour, it was nice to see those nice people at school!!! dayah and kak jam and the rest of my ngongs would agree, ehhhh? hehehe.

i'm hoping Camp FORGE will have atleast enough man power to make it work. working with sec 1s are much tougher. give me all the best wishes. haha!

It made me wonder how many times we forgive just because we don’t want to lose someone, even if they don’t deserve our forgiveness.

love,
Trish Watson

same old shit again

2009-08-06T22:35:00.003+08:00

belum dapat, ber iya-iya.
dah dapat, letak one corner.

treasure what you have in life,
for you will miss it when it's suddenly gone.

and i'm sick of the public already. if you're still trying to report things here and there.. you can carry on.. retribution will come from Almighty. i just pray for the best for you.

i'm lost of words. good night world.

love,
Trish Watson.

2009-08-03T23:24:00.002+08:00

when i thought i could ask you out with something you like, i was wrong..

and i hope someone would go to Camp FORGE with me. some i can work with, someone i can laugh with.. someone, i can just be happy with.. please..

futuree

2009-08-03T22:47:00.002+08:00

and again, dad talks about golf to me.. like as if i know golf too well, haha! i only know the basic please.. ouh, did i mention that dad said this, "when are you gonna take up golf as a sport?" and i went like, "0_0!!!!" are you kidding me? i rather play soccer, dad! i'm abit too short for normal clubs. maybe i need customized golf clubs, then i'll take up golf.. and dad, you gotta pay for me for my first set, plus my first 18 hole, with handicap that is? hahaha!

ouh, dad said this too.. this one is not about golf.. "get your license, then i'll let you have the EOS if we're gonna have one soon.." this is a threat! ini tidak adil!!!! sungguh menyedihkan. i need a QDL pretty pretty soooon! PLEASE! hahaha. if only license was really easy to get eh.. i wish i got fairy god parents. like Cosmo and Wanda? HAHAHAHA! okay that's nonsense shit i tell you!

ouh good night people! and i made merigues again today.. it's almost gone already. sheesh!

Love,
Trish Watson

sunnnnnndayyyyy like mundaneeee

2009-08-02T11:20:00.003+08:00

so it's sunday. and not like other sundays, i'm gonna stay home today. huhu. mainly cause, my parents are at JB, cinta is busy with work. friends are.. out.. somewhere.. and i am at home.. maybe i shall make merigues today! good idea! lets get the heat out of the oven! wheee!

love,
Trish Watson.

minahfied

2009-08-02T02:00:00.001+08:00

totally minahfied! hahaha! (some days back picture)

ouh, HAPPY NURSES DAY! (i'm a day late cause i was out the whole day)
i had a nice day with cinta today.. thank you sngt!

love,
Trish Watson.

new

2009-07-30T18:31:00.002+08:00

okay, so i've changed my blogskin, again. nowadays i just dont know what to do to my blog to make it customized. haha. no more ideas! maybe the is, but i want something really more than what i usually do. anyway, cinta did something nice yesterday. thank you cinta.

let's see what i did this week eh.. hmm.. i had fun with syg and fran in the library on monday. slacked and see all those html and photoshop books. awesome i tell you. fran, i'm considering to take a second dip to go to your course. HAHA. like real. but like what you said, i think i'll score well eh.

i'm totally broke now. i need income. WORK.. ANYONE? please!!!

love,
Trish Watson

wonderful

2009-07-28T23:25:00.002+08:00

i had a wonderful today. despite not waking up for morning lessons. i got up in time for BCLS practical test. Alhamdulillah, i passed all FOUR modules. i almost flung my one man CPR due to the fact that i missed "and one and two and three and four and THIRTY" cause i thought i finished it already. HAHA. that was my second cycle. so yeah, i missed 5 counts. am i lucky or what to have passed within criteria. hahaha!

and i met sayang along the way home at Khatib MRT. thanks syg for the very very very small gift. love you much.

training was very much awesome, other than the really really hot weather which made me dizzy. but i had to really KERJA KERAS, helping out with ND parade rehearsal. and thanks people for the fooood! which i practically only taste ONE bread, ONE packet of oreo, and a few slices of HONEY DEW! ((((((((:

i'm done with slides, and i'm really happy cause tomorrow marks my last presentation for the sem, AND.... most probably, my LAST DAY! (((((((((((((:

love,
Trish Watson.

those funny people.

2009-07-26T03:27:00.002+08:00

it's 3.30am.. i'm not sleepy still. thanks to Mr Teh Tarik. hahaha. but i wanna go sleep after i blog okay. i don't wanna be cranky to meet cinta tomorrow! hee. and, i'm really very hungry, cause.. my last meal was 13 hours before! awesome shit i tell you!

and i had a nice chat with my hot hot heat just now. hahaha. there's so much to catch up ehhh. soon soon.

and and and.. i wanna go for TFs/IMTs/CAMPs/Live Ranges PLEASE! hahahaha!

okay aku sumpah lapar rabak.. aku nak gi tdo.. besok bgn bole makan okay. hahaha!

thanks people, for today! ((:
sayang you all you all! hahaha.

love,
Trish Watson

our conversation

2009-07-25T13:21:00.003+08:00

i'm totally lacking of cash. so just now, i asked dad..
"bahh, got money? i need atleast 10?"
he replied, "what for?! to buy burger?!"
i started laughing. though he was shouting, it's funny. cause when he said that, he was looking at my little brother. little brother loves food la okay. hahaha..
then i said, "no. to top up my ezlink" hahaha. awesome shit.

okay i got to go now. byee!!!! =D
cinta, see you tomorrow!! yahooooo!

Love,
Trish Watson

ouh rindu

2009-07-24T23:13:00.003+08:00

ahhh! i think i got so much to type out.. but.. well, i just have to forget about it, cause.. i already did. haha. anyway.. my days have been pretty awesome. besides the fact that i'm halfway to becoming a victim of H1N1.. i took early precaution, and i'm almost fine now!! hip hip HURAYY.

ouh, i met Cinta the other time.. thanks Cinta. so much of making a deal to meet you during the weekends only. hahaha.

Sayang have been sick too. she was pretty well today. but it's still not the end yet. recover fully soon syg! ((:

and BF, be strong. i know you are. don't let ppl put you down. don't show your weakness to your preys. it'll help them more to eat your heart up. trust me. be strong.. if i can, you can too. chins up byy.

ah, the bed is calling my name. i need to go now. ouh, AN presentation went well. ALHAMDULILLAH. but i awfully failed BCLS theory test. no worries. JIA YOU!

selamat malam Cinta. Mimpi indah2.
selamat malam Sayang, get home soon..
selamat malam insan-insan tersayang..

love,
Trish Watson

i dont feel good

2009-07-21T21:18:00.002+08:00

i totally don't feel good. unhealthy. scary shit i tell you. or is it cause it's the third week since school reopen? tell me it is. ouh, i'm getting paranoid again.. not good not good.

sayang, please take care. virus is everywhere now..

i wish cinta would be this way everyday.

love,
trish watson.

keep it to yourself.

2009-07-19T22:46:00.001+08:00

Realize who i am to you. I'd appreciate that.

love,
nurbasirah.

cinta

2009-07-18T18:31:00.005+08:00

hello earthlings.

been really busy with school work that i've got no enough time to blog. anyway, i had a bonding session with dad. i just sat on the sofa and watched Highway 18 with him, mind you. Golf Channel. me? golf channel? i sleep i tell you. but Highway 18 was awesome shit la. it's like Amazing Race but every of your checkpoint will be about Golf. seriously awesome uh. i got stuck to it. ahaha. daym, then dad was telling me about the fouls in Golf. wah, not easy i tell you. haha. ouh, did i mention that my ceiling wood frame chipped off cause he was practicing with the swinging and he accidentally hit it. wow. i was there to witness it. hahahhaa. we ended up laughing though.

i got to go now. i'm with cinta. awesome eh? ahaha. kay bye.
gua mau gi lepak ngn cinta. mau gi chill chill apple. hahaha.

love,
Trish Watson.

Sorry

2009-07-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

love,
Trish Watson.

BETOL!

2009-07-17T17:29:00.002+08:00

kadang-kadang, sedih pon tk guna, betol tak?
BETOL.
kadang-kadang, bilang org pon tk guna, betol tak?
BETOL.
kadang-kadang, keluar enjoy sendiri jugak guna, betol tak?
BETOL!!!!!!

KAYBYE!
aku nak gi jumpe mataer aku yang pompan. tk caya?
tak caya gi chill-chill apple kat bawah meja.
*MINAH ENTRY FOR TODAY*

tell me

2009-07-12T20:43:00.002+08:00

i realized that i've been keeping things to myself too much. and i think, it's simply because i want people around me to be happy. maybe, here's the part where i'm being unfair to myself. but then again.. i don't wanna make them feel kecik hati.

i just hope, they appreciate the things i did. maybe it's nothing to them.. but i hope, they know.. it's the effort i did..

things are really not easy for me now.. but i'm sure i can overcome every bit of it. God, give me the strength i need..

love,
nurbasirah

boring saturday

2009-07-11T22:25:00.002+08:00

so i met cinta yesterday. i like! we went to catch a movie.. obsessed! wah, i got my emotions all over my head i tell you. haha. nice movie overall. moral of the movie: the best woman always wins. hahaha. cinta, you can never do that to me okay. =D

and today was another day at home. super boring i tell you. other than the fact that i went downstairs to meet syg. pass her Hammie. slacked awhile.. then off she went home. hee. nice to see you yg!

and i hope to meet cinta tmr. please!!! we're both just so busy now. can i have more time with you? i wish for that so much..

love,
Trish Watson

tercipta untukku

2009-07-10T09:53:00.002+08:00

good morning sunshines!!

okay, yesterday was a nice day to start off with.
wait.. let's start with wed..
hmm.. the whole class got "punk'd" cause there wasn't any PRESENTATIONS. we didn't see the alternate lecturer slot. so, it wasn't the lecturer we're supposed to be presenting to. NGONG, 100times!
Skills theory was quite do-able. i hope to score. i'm doing very much well for now.. hoping for a pass for all. Insyaallah, amin!

okay yesterday.. i went to school with the sister. been quite awhile since i go to school with someone you know. haha.. we slacked. i met ngongs. slacked. off to class. then went to meet sister again. slacked. then went to meet syg and gay buddy. slacked abit at stadium. then saw buddy, shaf! she missed me, i know. hee. the rain was awesome laaaaa! i felt like playing soccer in the rain at that point of time. syg just didn't let me to. haha. and i went back home with syg!! really awesome day. to and fro with someone. there's just alot to catch up with syg.. so we just talked the whole way thoughout our journey home. thanks syg.. (:

okay i'm gonna meet the sister now. better get ready before she bedal me. (quoted from her text. hahaha!)

love,
Trish Watson.

p/s: cinta, meet me today?

2009-07-07T22:49:00.003+08:00

i just received a call from someone close..
Atok just passed away. he may not be my biological grandfather.. but nenek and himself was the one who took care of me and abg when we were very young.
the times when i'd go over to joo chiat to fetch him from work.
i'll always remember the very expensive baju you bought for me. i look like an air stewardess in that. and i look very pretty..

al-fateha

i've yet to tell mummy and baba.. and i've yet to tell anyone else..

(':

2009-07-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

sometimes, when you miss..
you do stupid things..
and i just did..

love,
yra

second day = tired!

2009-07-07T17:25:00.002+08:00

eight am till eleven am. i had only 3 hours of class today.. which i wasn't really feeling well from the start of it. i had to go all the way to YCK MRT to withdraw money, cause our school ATM sucks big time.

a bus ride back = sleep! awesome. got home = sleep! 1000 times awesome-er! but i woke up with a headache = stupid! HAHA.

but heyy, the mee soto at North Canteen was awesome. ABIT masin. but well, edible! haha.

and now, i'm off preparing for presentation at LAPAN pagi, and test at.. dot dot dot, i dont know the time. huhu! just when i thought of hanging out with my mates! and i remembered there's test. not just that.. i also got meeting at LAPAN malam tomorrow. huhuhuhuhu!

cinta, we're both really busy with school and what more.. hoping to meet up really soon. been awhile since we hang out and do nothing..

love,
Trish Watson.

happiness

2009-07-06T22:37:00.002+08:00

school reopens today. first thing in the morning, i was LATE. but, lecturer was awesome. haha. National Education was alright i think. skipped halfway to go for Skills Test..

Insulatard 8units ON
Dextrose Saline 500 mls running for 4 hours via Terumo Pump.

results. PASSED! ahhhh!! i shall thank the Almighty for the great confidence i had in me. 4 weeks without any practice and i passed. THANK YOU.

called Ms Teresa early afternoon. "Basirah, i need to tell you your results. You PASSED!" another thing to smile about.. awesome!!! thank youuu!

sometimes, i wish things was back at square one. and only we know of our existence. no one else to bother about..

love,
Trish Watson.

p/s: lunch with cinta tmr? (:

weak

2009-07-03T18:45:00.003+08:00

sometimes, i think i'm not strong enough to go through all this. it's really demoralizing plus discouraging. but at the end of it.. i don't wanna see myself breaking down, feeling very hurt and being a depressed kid.

but what more can i do? i did the best that i could. hoping public would see it.. i hope one day, all of this will end.. it's not easy being in my position, believe me.

love,
Trish Watson.

cage

2009-06-30T23:19:00.002+08:00

cintaa <3

so another day at home.. sumpah boring.. wanted to meet cinta, but he's out with friends. in fact, i was also lazy la to go out. hahaha.. maybe i shall hit the gym tomorrow eh? or visit junyuan for NCC day? hmmm..

for once, i watched 27 Dresses.. at Star Movies just now. nice movie.. haha.. abit stupid that i never watched it before. dumb. hahaha.. and i watched full episode of red thread and fighting spiders! awesome. not forgetting, while having an online meeting with my mates. hee.

i shall go turn in soon after im done with the slides..
i swear i wanna go out tomorrow!

love,
Trish Watson.

pimple!

2009-06-29T23:25:00.002+08:00

okay.. i'm a little crazy to blog thrice today. but heck! haha. anyway, i'm not only paranoid about H1n1 now, i'm paranoid about MY FACE! everything is coming out.. no, not my eyes, not my nose.. and esp not my sexy lips/mouth.. but THE PIMPLES! wah.. tkle tahan dok, tk bedek! haha.. and i just applied my face cream.. and i really put alot.. the contrast is like, you put a WHITE paint over a black boardd.. and when you don't have enough paint.. you can see the black board faintly. yes... that kinda contrast! haha.. paranoid, ehh? and training the other day made me super black. wah.. too sensitive or what my skin?!

and i can't seem to put my lappy on the tea table.. it keeps on prompting about.. "impact is detected." which i usually get when i accidentally hit my lappy hard.. can't be that my ceiling fan it too stong that my lappy can't take it, right? haha.. really wierd. it's okay when i put on my lap.. well, it's called a laptop not for nothing yaw. HAHA! ouh good night people.. cinta is happily sleeping, syg is already back from teh tarik with the sister, elly.. and basirah shall go to lala land!!!

love,
Trish Watson

Sebelum Cahaya

2009-06-29T17:00:00.002+08:00

a song, with very nice meaning behind it. love this..

Ku teringat, hati,
Yang bertabur, mimpi,
Kemana kau pergi, cinta
Perjalanan sunyi,
Yang kau tempuh sendiri,
Kuatkanlah hati, cinta

[Chorus:]
Ingatkan engkau kepada,
Embun pagi bersahaja,
Yang menemani mu,
Sebelum cahaya
Ingatkan engkau kepada,
Angin yang berhembus mesra,
Yang 'kan membelai mu, cinta

Kekuatan, hati,
Yang berpegang, janji,
Genggamlah tangan ku, cinta
Ku tak akan pergi,
Meninggalkan mu sendiri,
Temani hati mu cinta

p/s: Cinta.. <3

time and again, thank you friends, for the moral support..

love,
Trish Watson..

misunderstanding

2009-06-29T14:30:00.003+08:00

haha. i received some news.. HILARIOUS news..
"Basirah is dating an NSF.." like, WTH?
i've had enough of NSFs i tell you.. once bitten, twice shy..
thanks to YOU. totally not gonna date any NSFs anytime soon.
after you ORD, then you can talk to me okay.
yeah, i'm this sensitive.

and Cinta, sorry that you was the one who had to tell me about this news. i'm sure it hurts even though it's totally not true.. thanks for the trust you have in me.. do tell your friends that it's not true alright. (:

ouh.. clinical placement.. POSTPONED especially for ME.. and postponed to... the 7 weeks vacation that i'll be having during the mid term. ahhh.. that includes.. PUASA AND RAYA! the whole of raya, mind you.. power pack. nice life i got. hahaha.. *tembak diri*

love,
Trish Watson.

morning glory

2009-06-28T08:57:00.003+08:00

good morning people! i'm up early in the morning.. haha.. was supposed to meet my GFs like, now.. but i'm meeting them AFTER they come back from EXPO.. anyways... early in the morning, i received a text from cinta.. "Cinta, i got an email stating i got another week break from school.." so yes, we're both happy that we got another week break.. BUT, then again.. i'm still clueless about my clinical placement. sucky i tell you, very very suckkyyy..

in any case, i'm gonna iron my NURSE uniform in a while.. just get prepared for tomorrow.. i do not want to go hospital. i is very scared to get H1N1. ALAMAK, BASIRAH SUMPAH PARANOID NAK MAMPOZ! sorry.. i am very paranoid.. can i go out today with a mask on? HAHAH! okay no thank you..

p/s: Siti Syamimi, You've closed your acc, forever.. Congratulations!! you did it syg!! love you always! (:

see you later cinta!! wheeeeee!!!!

love,
Trish Watson..

yesterdays

2009-06-27T21:50:00.004+08:00

never wanna ead up this way.. hopefully never yeah. InsyaAllah.

it has been a while since i last blogged. ouh, first and foremost.. basirah is really paranoid now.. H1N1 is really spreading fast.. and it's really very scaryyy. i do not like it. not just that, i don't know if i'm supposed to report for clinical placement this monday. this sucks i tell you, tak bedek..

okay enough, yesterday was awesome. i had NCC training in the morning, which i was A LITTLE late. hee. training was alright. i see improvements in their drills. WELL DONE! (: and thank you NCOs for being very patient with them. and i didn't bring camera this time, sorry! hee.

i had tahlil after the Friday prayers. As usual, it's at Compass Green / Mazlan's Residence. everything went smoothly, Alhamdulillah.. Family Meeting went well too. everything is almost done now.. i hope it's gonna end soon..

ouh, the Picnic at Marina Barrage with Ngongs was awesome! eventhough there was only 5 of us at the end of it.. we still enjoyed. thanks Ama for planning! and sumpah kite sume bukan anak kampong, WE CAN'T EVEN FLY A KITE! but, good effort for all of us.. esp SAYANG, who didn't give up at all.. seriously, very malu to see the others kites fly so high when ours is really really low. haha.. nonetheless, thanks everyone for the nice trip to Marina Barrage and Slacking at Starbucks! (:

while preparing the kite!

Shane and Syg, Feat. Ama.

Ama and Self..

Shane TE, the Musical.

the GF, and i. haha.

she can just sleep anywhere. believe me..

and today was a nice day spent with LOVE. thanks cinta for the nice day by the beach.. i've yet to upload the pics. not sure if i'm gonna do it also.. haha.. depending on my mood later on okay.. tmr will be another day spend with LOVE and girlfriends! ((:

i shall turn in already.. really tired! huhu.. Gd night earthlings! ((:

love,
Trish Watson

changed

2009-06-25T01:17:00.002+08:00

i've changed my blogskin. ATLAST! it's really plain. i'm gonna edit it pretty soon okay.. i've edited enough for tonight.

ouh, in a few hours time, i'm gonna meet my NGONGS! we're having picnic at Barrage! ahhh. i can't wait to meet them! wheee! another day to look forward to. wonderful! hee..
i shall go rest my body and soul..

p/s: cinta, you never made me smile this way before..

love,
Trish Watson.

dush

2009-06-22T23:21:00.002+08:00

sometimes, i wish i was back at Malaysia.. far away from everything..
yes, i'll miss Singapore. but i don't think it's worth it..

p/s: i suddenly miss the Gombak Clan.

love,
Trish Watson.

SINGAPORE!

2009-06-21T11:49:00.002+08:00

i've reached home safely yesterday! ahhh, the nice scent of SINGAPORE! wheee!
and it was nice to see Cinta. hee. i hope to meet the rest soon! (:

i shall have my brunch now. HUNGRY SEHH! haha..

love,
Trish Watson.

suara, dengarkanlah aku..

2009-06-19T13:59:00.003+08:00

ONE MORE NIGHT! I CAN'T BLOOOOODY WAIT TO GET HOME!
haha. okay sorry.. i'm just a little too excited okay.. and i pity my female bf, malia, cause she wants to go KL so much, but her passport is in the BOXES. which, is in the warehouse.. which, will only come back to her when she shift house early july most probably.. don't worry okay.. we shall go hols together, mcm paham! hehe! but i wish to though! =D

going for a long holiday made me realise something, YOU say things that is hard for you to say, but you got no choice, you have to say it.. and this, made me realise how impt i am to you. not forgetting how impt you are to me too.. i'm loving this. can i have a longer holiday so you will tell me more? haha. i'm stupid to ask for that. i'd die being so far away from everybody!

to syg and ngongs: I'M COMING HOME SOON! wheee! i miss you guys.. wait for my arrival!! woohoo! i say like as if i'll take flight uh? haha. nonsense! and halal, mummy miss you! hee.

to my WBBG: let's have an outing! before the school starts! okay? yay!!

to my mak neneks: TEH TARIK YOK! and i hope no one is still on attachment..

to my TONS: lepakkkkkkkk, though ms naia banks said she is not a lepak kind, but i dont care, LEPAK!

and last but not least,
to my Sentosa: i love you!! i know you can't wait for me to get home. hehe..

love,
TrishWatson.

rindu

2009-06-16T14:47:00.003+08:00

it's the forth day now since i'm away from Singapore. God, i swear i miss singapore already. not that i'm not used to it. but maybe cause.. i wasn't prepared for it.

ouh guess what. the princess is SICK! okay not, Trish Watson is sick.. please pray that it's not the virus that everyone is avoiding. i think i got all the symptoms. ahhh. help!

and i had subway at KL! power or what! not forgetting Tony Ramo's (however it is spelled) ribs yaw! sungguh lazat! can i have more?! hahah. okay shut uppp.

i shall get going. everyone is downstairs having lunch, while i'm blogging plus watching "You're My Destiny" CD. haha..

p/s: KU MERINDUKAN MU, semua orang kat singapore, bole?...

love,
Trish Watson

bila terasa rindu

2009-06-11T23:13:00.002+08:00

and so.. i decided to delete of the previous post. i guess i've made up my mind about it.. and i shall not bother anymore. not that i don't care, but cause.. i don't want it to destroy my daily routines.

anyway, i'll be off to Malaysia tmr night. and probably be back latest on the 21st/22nd.. yeah, quite long.. not sure why, but this time.. i'm not prepared to go.. i don't feel like leaving Singapore. i hope, it'll pass by fast.. i wanna get back to mainland asap.

i'm gonna miss those nice people in my life.. it's just so hard to leave! i shall bargain, to come home earlier! heee..

good night nice people..
cinta.. i wish to meet you tmr.. but i know i can't.. take care with the new thing!
and Halal is with Hidayah tonight.. and he shall be with Mama (my syg) for the holidays. cause Mummy (me) is going awayyyyyyyyyyyyyy! )): and no, he doesn't have a dad. HAHA! shut up laaaa. i'm sad here...

love,
Trish Watson

endurance

2009-06-09T19:39:00.005+08:00

so i had another nice breakfast today. haha.. 2 days of BANANA! yesterday was jemput-jemput pisang.. today i had...

BANANA POPIAH!! (((: i had only ONE la, but better than nothing. haha.

we had ncc training today!! after quite sometime. haha.. and we had PT!!! gerek or what. it was really nice to have PT. need to burn all the fats. hahaha. and they choose Buddha clap over crunches. they're daym clever laa. they though Buddha clap would be easier. WRONG! hahaha. but they enjoyed it. woohoo!!

look at the faces of the newly grad NCOs!!!

i had partner today!! Shikin!! wheee! thanks for coming!
and i miss Fatin!!! -eye bags cannot take it sia!-

Part As

Part Bs - they malu. hahaha. i think so la. i wasn't even the camera woman.

while shikin was giving some motivational talk, we take pics!! (:

"close your eyes, look down.. REFLECTION TIME!"

okay good bye people! haha. here's my not so pretty but VERY CUTE face. HAHAHAHA!

and, AMIRA TUN NAFISAH BTE TAMRIN passed her TP today.. CONGRATULATIONS! seriously, when is my turn.. DAYM!

love,
Trish Watson

selamat pagi sinaran matahari!

2009-06-08T10:08:00.003+08:00

okay, another almost stupid morning.
woke up at 0630, rang the uncle for his wake up call, which hp was off. HAHA!
then, con't sleeping.. forget to put my alarm. so.. woke up at 8..
yes, late.. i should be out by 0830. so i quickly iron my scarf and all..
then at 0815, i realized class is actually at TWO! ahhhh! so much of thinking it'll be at 10.
hahaha.. well, atleast i didn't go to school like how i usually do.. sometimes, i wonder why i eagerly go to school.. when at the actual fact, i totally dislike going to school. haha. this is not the first time.. it's the FIFTH, i think.. or maybe even more. daym..

okay forget about the stupid moments.. breakfast was WONDERFUL! i had jemput-jemput pisang, murtabak and...... this..!

strawberry milk with cookie crisp!

sedap you!! hahaha.. okay i'm just bored la okayyy.. i need to study, plus do a the ICA. which, i totally don't know how to do. rosak rosak. dush! hahaha..

love,
Trish Watson.

the weekends, again..

2009-06-06T22:28:00.002+08:00

so here's the weekend.. again.. i realized it only during the weekends that i blog. haha. that's sad ey! anyway, the week has been busy i should say..

felt like i was running here and there. not knowing where. okay not. haha.. and congratulations to NUR HIDAYAH BTE SAMMON, for passing her TP on Monday.. next up will be Myra ey.. followed by Sayang.. wahhh.. i should go enrol soon, everyone is taking their license. huhu!

and yesterday was awesome. i shall thank Cinta for it. hee. thank you very much!! ((: i owe you big time Cinta.

the parents and the youngest sibling is at JB. i shall save my trip for next week.. ahhhh. sad that i'm leaving. 8-10 days. ouh.. i need the smellllsssss!!! all the smeelllsss!!!! please!!!! getting paranoid here. hahaha..

just now was nice.. the tons, not forgetting hanis went over the Eka's abang wedding.. haha.. the setting was really nice.. plus the pelamin.. ouh, tkle tahan.. i feel so minah, sumpah! hahaha.. and i teared la sehh!! sumpah tk perlu.. but i really did!! MALU OIIIII! i can't wait for my turn.. *hint hint to Cinta* hee! pictures will be up once received from hanis okayy.

Dear Cinta, thanks for being a very nice company for as long as we've known. for tolerating my nonsense up down left right and everything else.. much love. (:

Dear Sayang, thanks for being the very best supporter. the best secret agent. i don't know what best more to describe. i love you, and i know you know it..

Dear YOU ALLs!! thank you for being the nicest people on earth and for loving me!!!! okay best.. from TONS to WBBGP to NGONGS to MAKNENEKs and to the other alls, you people are impt.. and believe me.. it's true. ((:

no, i'm not gonna die tmr. don't worry.. but maybe i will. i won't know eh.. but here;s just a little small note for everyone. hee.

love,
Trish Watson

Terlanjur Cinta

2009-06-03T22:03:00.004+08:00

i'm just a little too addicted to this song..

Rossa feat. Pasha Ungu - Terlanjur Cinta

waktu bergulir lambat
merantai langkah perjalanan kita
berjuta cerita terukir dalam
menjadi sebuah dilema
mengertikah engkau
perasaanku tak terhapuskan

malam menangis
tetes embun membasahi mata hatiku
mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing
cinta yang tlah rapuh

apa yang ku genggam
tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan

reff:
aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu
dan tlah kuberikan seluruh hatiku
tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan cintaku

aku pun tak mengerti yang terjadi
apa salah dan kurang ku padamu
kini terlambat sudah untuk dipersalahkan
karna sekali cinta, aku tetap cinta

mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing
cinta yang tlah rapuh

apa yang ku genggam
tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan

weekends..

2009-05-31T13:16:00.002+08:00

here comes the weekends.. VERY SHORT WEEKENDS! ouh, boring... to think that i need to go back to school again tomorrow.. ouh, tidak! haha..

as usual, Sunday today.. i shall be out soon for the weekly soccer match. =D
and i feel very sleepy now, today. EVERYDAY! hahaha. okay merepek.

ahh, it's always the case at this hour for me to get sleepy.. wake up wake up wake up!
and syg is at JB.. i'm supposed to go JB! haha. not this week i supposed. =p

p/s: your smell accompany my sleep. heavenly smell.

love,
Trish Watson